Well it Goes Like This, the 4th the 5th

Yo bloggers,

So, my journalism teacher is asking us to keep a blog/journal/...thing, for a few weeks, and I figured I might as well forward it to this lovely blogggg, for the non-existent people that actually read it.

I was gonna make my first entry super interesting and insightful and long and blah blah blah...but today was the deadline for submitting college apps. And, me being the super duper procrastinator that I undoubtedly am...still in the process of completing them. Taking a quick break, because the UC sight is down-meaning, UCLA and UCSB apps may never make it...which, honestly, isn't a big deal. I'm applying to those schools more for my parents' pride than for my own interest. I'm pretty sure I won't get into iether of them, and I'm honestly not interested in iether anymore. We'll see...

I just sent in four apps...whoa, what is this? Wasn't it just yesterday that I was six and swore I'd be the smartest person and get into all the 'big' schools and study to be a teacher for the blind? Where did freshman year go? You know, when I thought sending college applications in was some scary intimidating tale of the future? :O
Now come the months of constantly being in a panic about not getting into anywhere and being a failure in the eyes of my parents-and everyone else-and...ewiorfgdjklh.
I'm paranoid...
i'm also hungry, but that's irrelevant.
I can hear Hannah Montana in the background...not very rellivant iether...

Enough rambling, i'm gonna go show my dad that I did indeed actually end up applying for college.
he hath little faith.
pfft, just because I waited until 3 hours before the deadline...
Damn,
okay, maybe that wasn't the smartest thing to do.

But hey, I actually applied, so Hah.
College...freaky stuff. When I was little i thought the day when I *had* to apply would never come.
I'm a big kid noww!!

...And this is the most psychotically ADD blog I've ever written.
How's that for my intro journal entry, Mrs. Z?

Peace out
xoxo

PS: Totally missed most of tonight's OTH because of this stuff (or my extreme procrastination...whichever). FAIL.